Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, panic

It's been a while
I know I shouldn't have kept you waiting
But I'm here now

Yeah I quess you could say I've been listening to Britney too much.

So, what's up? I'm keeping up the beat by writing something every 4 months or so, isn't it nice? Yesterday was actually my last day at work. It feels crazy, and kind of good. But I've only a few weeks left in Finland and I'm not ready to go! Everything's still just half-way done and panic is creeping in me, so procrastinating on the computer for the whole day is probably the best thing to do. Though I haven't written anything for the whole of summer, there's actually not much to say about my summer. I pretty much have no recollection of what I did for the most of summer. Or well, I know I was mostly at work but I really don't remember much about it, which is kinda scary. My memory is so bad nowadays, I'm a little scared that there's actually something wrong. Anyways, most of the days were similar, working, sleeping, eating, sitting in front of the computer for a few hours after getting home from work at 3AM...such fun. I did gain one awesome new friend from the job, which I'm very happy about. Most of my workmates were pretty nice people so no complaints there. I won't say anything about the manager though! I briefly went to a street festival and visited my friend's summe cottage for a weekend, there's my big events this summer (it was fun though!). I was shocked when autumn just came, in the blink of an eye. So many weeks in such crazy temperatures as 30 degrees (it's crazy for Finland) and then just bam! a cold, rainy day. And another one, and another one. And then just realizing: that was it. Summer just went and ended and I didn't do shit. Much dark. So empty. Wow. I'm still wondering how did it turn out like that. This summer was absolutely the most wasted summer in my life, like really. I just don't understandddd :D I went to the beach once. It was the hottest summer in Finland in ages. And I didn't do anything. Oh, my youth!

My sad way of entertaining myself at work: look how I've evolved!

Ohh yeah. Whacha say about that! 13! Like a boss B|

So little time left in Finland, I cannot understand the fact that soon I will be living in Japan. I'm so scared XD I feel like I don't understand anything anymore these days! Life's hard :D

Psst, Minna, if you're there, I took a visit to the store a few weeks ago and so I can say: bunny sneaks in size 40, the loafers in size 41. Thanks! Wouldn't mind some red Raquels in size 41 either...♥

Fin