Well Hello.

So, it's a new blog on the block. I'm still not Jenny though. From the block. Get it? Ahahahaah. Yea ok no. I suck with introductions, and well, writing in general, but once again I'm giving it a try. It's gonna be random ramblings once again, whatever I feel like. Proven a bad concept two times but third time's the charm right? This time I'm writing in ENGLISH. As if it would change anything (though I still hope it will). The main idea behind this was something like: move to Japan > do the blog so your friends can keep track with you > receive Minna Parikka shoes for being the coolest blogger ever. (Minna if you're there, I'd be real happy to get the new bunny sneaks, thanks in advance).

But yeah, I don't know maaaan. We'll see! I'm really bad with these, this might be the last post or there might be one tomorrow, next week, next month, next autumn, next year.......get the idea? I kinda want to have a cool blog but everything in my head always comes out totally different from what I was planning. This is kind of like a diary too so it's not like it will be very interesting. Maybe I'll continue to write in a notebook twice a year, that can be better for all of us....myself = us.

I don't know yet if I'm really going to Japan, I have sent the applications to the Uni though. I almost thought I was going to Wales for this summer before moving my bum to Nippon, that would have been pretty cray cray! But nnah, working as a waitress every night and day and I'm actually rollin', rollin', rollin' on the river!! Like, for realsies. Almost. 'S interesting...and hard work. My knees gave their all in a week and know I'm tryin'a hold out until the next doctor's appointment. Woop a doo. Most of the people at work seem nice enough. It's interesting to make a lil' psychoanalysis now and then - maybe tell you later, wink wink.

What I'm doing now? Avoiding responsibilities, should be asleep, but listening to Backstreet Boys and hanging around on the wrong websites. Just checked if I spelled Backstreet Boys right. Oh man. - Oh woman in that note too. What else is there...well, this month summer has came to Finland. Now it's the month of May'ing and the merry lads are playing etc etc...I've been witnessing that for the whole of last week at work. This month has been heavy in many ways and over all in one way but I don't wish to talk about such sorrows in this blog so I will tell about the two days which really cheered me up this month. These kind of things keep me going when it's hard, these days which are very rare but in their simplicity the best days. Since it's summer I call them the Asfaltti Polttaa- days (TM). I realized these treasures last year and came up with the concept. You know when it's summer and all your worries go away for a little while and it's warm and you're heart just chimes: "On paras päivä kesän lyhyen voi pojat kyllä tiedän sen"? (Sorry for the non-Finnish readers!) (Note to self: there is no non-Finnish readers. There's no Finnish readers either). Well I've been blessed this month with two of this kind of nice days. The first involved a dear friend, my old school, yogurt icecream, river Aura, sushi on sale - felt like winning the lottery - not kidding, cider, running after a boat and not making it, that being totally okay, being photographed by a random guy for his photography course, enjoying the beatiful day just sitting and talking and walking. The second was after a working shift that was just the last straw for my body and lying at home feeling very bad both physically and mentally. It involved getting out of the house in a very messy state pretty late, a hug, friends, driving around - God that felt good, singing together with the radio, going to places, mosquitos and dipping my winter boots off in the sea, going home when the sun starts to rise. I was very happy I went and that my friend invited me. These are THE days. You know.

I'm totally going to sleep now - it's a morning shift tomorrow, I hope I will survive! After that it's time to go and see the new X-men movie, ohhh yeah(:

Fin