Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, panic

It's been a while
I know I shouldn't have kept you waiting
But I'm here now

Yeah I quess you could say I've been listening to Britney too much.

So, what's up? I'm keeping up the beat by writing something every 4 months or so, isn't it nice? Yesterday was actually my last day at work. It feels crazy, and kind of good. But I've only a few weeks left in Finland and I'm not ready to go! Everything's still just half-way done and panic is creeping in me, so procrastinating on the computer for the whole day is probably the best thing to do. Though I haven't written anything for the whole of summer, there's actually not much to say about my summer. I pretty much have no recollection of what I did for the most of summer. Or well, I know I was mostly at work but I really don't remember much about it, which is kinda scary. My memory is so bad nowadays, I'm a little scared that there's actually something wrong. Anyways, most of the days were similar, working, sleeping, eating, sitting in front of the computer for a few hours after getting home from work at 3AM...such fun. I did gain one awesome new friend from the job, which I'm very happy about. Most of my workmates were pretty nice people so no complaints there. I won't say anything about the manager though! I briefly went to a street festival and visited my friend's summe cottage for a weekend, there's my big events this summer (it was fun though!). I was shocked when autumn just came, in the blink of an eye. So many weeks in such crazy temperatures as 30 degrees (it's crazy for Finland) and then just bam! a cold, rainy day. And another one, and another one. And then just realizing: that was it. Summer just went and ended and I didn't do shit. Much dark. So empty. Wow. I'm still wondering how did it turn out like that. This summer was absolutely the most wasted summer in my life, like really. I just don't understandddd :D I went to the beach once. It was the hottest summer in Finland in ages. And I didn't do anything. Oh, my youth!

My sad way of entertaining myself at work: look how I've evolved!

Ohh yeah. Whacha say about that! 13! Like a boss B|

So little time left in Finland, I cannot understand the fact that soon I will be living in Japan. I'm so scared XD I feel like I don't understand anything anymore these days! Life's hard :D

Psst, Minna, if you're there, I took a visit to the store a few weeks ago and so I can say: bunny sneaks in size 40, the loafers in size 41. Thanks! Wouldn't mind some red Raquels in size 41 either...♥

Fin

Well Hello.

So, it's a new blog on the block. I'm still not Jenny though. From the block. Get it? Ahahahaah. Yea ok no. I suck with introductions, and well, writing in general, but once again I'm giving it a try. It's gonna be random ramblings once again, whatever I feel like. Proven a bad concept two times but third time's the charm right? This time I'm writing in ENGLISH. As if it would change anything (though I still hope it will). The main idea behind this was something like: move to Japan > do the blog so your friends can keep track with you > receive Minna Parikka shoes for being the coolest blogger ever. (Minna if you're there, I'd be real happy to get the new bunny sneaks, thanks in advance).

But yeah, I don't know maaaan. We'll see! I'm really bad with these, this might be the last post or there might be one tomorrow, next week, next month, next autumn, next year.......get the idea? I kinda want to have a cool blog but everything in my head always comes out totally different from what I was planning. This is kind of like a diary too so it's not like it will be very interesting. Maybe I'll continue to write in a notebook twice a year, that can be better for all of us....myself = us.

I don't know yet if I'm really going to Japan, I have sent the applications to the Uni though. I almost thought I was going to Wales for this summer before moving my bum to Nippon, that would have been pretty cray cray! But nnah, working as a waitress every night and day and I'm actually rollin', rollin', rollin' on the river!! Like, for realsies. Almost. 'S interesting...and hard work. My knees gave their all in a week and know I'm tryin'a hold out until the next doctor's appointment. Woop a doo. Most of the people at work seem nice enough. It's interesting to make a lil' psychoanalysis now and then - maybe tell you later, wink wink.

What I'm doing now? Avoiding responsibilities, should be asleep, but listening to Backstreet Boys and hanging around on the wrong websites. Just checked if I spelled Backstreet Boys right. Oh man. - Oh woman in that note too. What else is there...well, this month summer has came to Finland. Now it's the month of May'ing and the merry lads are playing etc etc...I've been witnessing that for the whole of last week at work. This month has been heavy in many ways and over all in one way but I don't wish to talk about such sorrows in this blog so I will tell about the two days which really cheered me up this month. These kind of things keep me going when it's hard, these days which are very rare but in their simplicity the best days. Since it's summer I call them the Asfaltti Polttaa- days (TM). I realized these treasures last year and came up with the concept. You know when it's summer and all your worries go away for a little while and it's warm and you're heart just chimes: "On paras päivä kesän lyhyen voi pojat kyllä tiedän sen"? (Sorry for the non-Finnish readers!) (Note to self: there is no non-Finnish readers. There's no Finnish readers either). Well I've been blessed this month with two of this kind of nice days. The first involved a dear friend, my old school, yogurt icecream, river Aura, sushi on sale - felt like winning the lottery - not kidding, cider, running after a boat and not making it, that being totally okay, being photographed by a random guy for his photography course, enjoying the beatiful day just sitting and talking and walking. The second was after a working shift that was just the last straw for my body and lying at home feeling very bad both physically and mentally. It involved getting out of the house in a very messy state pretty late, a hug, friends, driving around - God that felt good, singing together with the radio, going to places, mosquitos and dipping my winter boots off in the sea, going home when the sun starts to rise. I was very happy I went and that my friend invited me. These are THE days. You know.

I'm totally going to sleep now - it's a morning shift tomorrow, I hope I will survive! After that it's time to go and see the new X-men movie, ohhh yeah(:

Fin